why?

we won NYP 3-1.
we actually lost 1 set! ahh! so not-suppose-to.
anywayz, i still enjoyed myself. we were filled with unlimited energy but we were super messy. its weird.. something was just off today.
but i have faith that things will turn around. things WILL get better.

i've never been so troubled in my life before. everything just seems to be getting worse. why must all this happen now?? ivp, projects, renovation, birthdays?
but nevertheless, im still trying to be optimistic.
like i said, things WILL GET BETTER!