that moment

how did things become so complicated? i love you. and you love me. but then there's the question of compatibility. what if we're not compatible for each other. is love enough to hold us together?
it hurt me the most when u said u were unhappy in the relationship. to have to compromise to my lifestyle...and that is when i started to struggle. shld i sacrifice or shld i stay true to what i want..a choice u asked me to make
i admit i may not be the best girlfriend in the world. i love to be with my friends. i love to have fun. i love YOU. but izzit that hard to have it all? we've been through this for too long.. i noe u're getting tired.. of my words without actions. i tried but i failed.
we started too young.. and its been 6 years. im afraid this relationship would mould me into someone im not.. but then again.. i cant bear to lose you.
the thought of being single did cross my mind. but the 6 years have been awesome despite the ups and downs. im looking forward to living a life with you. a better you. a more confident and secure you.
i cant live up to some requirements of yours. i cant bring myself to.
there comes a point where you have to mature and think carefully about the future. the problems we have are repetitive because our mindset is different. our personalities are different.
im scared of where ur decision would bring me.
take this time to find you. i need you to love yourself and be assured.
-im still here-