almost gone.

what spurred me to create this post was a testimonial from pqk. "...you left that once-a-zany blog of yours with so much doubts, worries and sadness..."

i guess many of you must be wondering why am i not blogging anymore..and what exactly happened to me on 3/2/06.. im not allowed to reveal much though and some things are better kept private..:)
nevertheless, things have been looking up, like i said, a better tomorrow.
i was hesitant to create this post, and a little lost with the words..i'd be lying if said i didnt miss blogging. even though it's unnecessary and to feel the need to constantly update was such a hassle, but it did help me get through some tough times. like when i feel lost and alone, i rush to my laptop for blogger.com
it may sound silly but that was exactly what i did on the third of feb, with tears. i noe friends are always there to listen but at that very moment, u just wanna think on your own and not have any other opinions.
ooright..updates.. :D
1st things 1st, pqk and adz.. where exactly are you guys??? what have you been up to??we barely reach graduation and we're already drifting? i miss u!
exams are around the corner and guess ive not been studying hard ENOUGH. its the final sem, im gonna make sure i clear everything so i'd be all happy for the redang and bangkok trip!
this whole week was dedicated to the books but we had a lil break on tues. uh huh.. valentines. the day started with quite a few messages like "so bf can book out today?", "in need for a stand in bf?" (ahem..son?).. u get the idea. haha.. i even had "my condolences" omg..izzit really that necessary to have a date on vday? haha.. i had a blast with my poly mates at geylang! a place where people celebrate love! haa.. but i did still miss alvin's hugs and kisses and his big butt. love ya!
whilst studying, we were discussing about the future.. bout how we may never see each other again after redang.. the boys becoming men in ns..the weddings? just felt a lil regretful bout not treasuring this 3 years enough. im gonna miss poly soo much.
after exams.. gonna be free like nobody's backside. time to meet up pals!
-_- ahh.. its 530.. see.. blogging is bad for health..we shld all sleep early and throw our computers away.
all the best to all 'examinees'.