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its been a long time since i slept at 10pm. yup, and it feels great. i woke up at 6 all ready to go to work and i had a great day. guess there is some truth in zao sheng zao qi shen ti hao. haa..
i had a fabulous lunch today with my colleagues. pot luck style. yeah! we had black pepper chicken, sweet and sour chicken, ma you chicken, fried chicken nuggets. allll chicken! haa.. plus 2 veggie dishes. as the most professional cook in the office, i brought... the RICE! yeah man! it was not too wet and not too dry. best rice ever. wahahaa.
so i;ve decided to learn cooking from my mom. she's just so capable.. and i think its time i learn to cook some decent dishes liek sweet and sour pork, chilli crab, curry.. blabalbla.. if nt i'll be stuck wiht fried rice, steak and spaghetti forever!

have you ever seen anyone and go "she's so cut out to be a mom"? haha.. i so wanna be a mom and u noe what.. if there's financial stability, i won't hesitate to get married. wahahaha.
"don't you want more out of life?" haa.. no one can ever get enough out of life.. learn to be contented. only then you can find happiness. oooh!
im signing up for school this sat!!!!!!!! so excited!!!

oright, so long my friends.

Vivien.

sometimes i think im overprotective. when my sis was having her orientation camp, i was thinking of actually saving her from all the siao-onz people. haha.. but well.. she had fun in the end. so im happy. :D just hope she'll enjoy TP as much as i did. love her to the core! :D hehehee...
i still remember how she cried after she got her PSLE results.. and now when i look at her..im just beaming with pride. i noe she's gonna do well.
felt so freshie when we were trapped within the mass of people.. with GLs asking us to move to the 'dancefloor' for their jam and hop. haha.. i like to believe that im forever young. FOREVER young.
so we 4 lamos went back to school to soak it all up. reaaaally nothing better to do.. so we went ghost hunting.


the 4 lamoz..


shy fabius in orchard. haa.. credits to sylvia..

car wash

met up with adz pqk fab and syl. i just love gatherings. hee..
was telling them how we should have activities every day after work.. well, we do only need 8 hours of sleep right?
vivien's orientation is going on now.. im soo proud of her. just so glad she got in design. i noe she's gonna do well. cant stop asking her bout school.. kept screaming out of the blue.. feeling damn excited for her. guess im really missing school now. i cant believe tp life's over. went back to school one day during lunch hour. saa, mensa, sports hall, and that poster at the tennis court.. wahaha. I MISS SCHOOL. :( oh why oh why must we grow up.

work was erm, siao. i dun wanna be boring by telling you guys what i did.
oright, till nez.. gooooooodnight.


fab.. you know you're in our hearts.. haha

car wash

met up with adz pqk fab and syl. i just love gatherings. hee..
was telling them how we should have activities every day after work.. well, we do only need 8 hours of sleep right?
vivien's orientation is going on now.. im soo proud of her. just so glad she got in design. i noe she's gonna do well. cant stop asking her bout school.. kept screaming out of the blue.. feeling damn excited for her. guess im really missing school now. i cant believe tp life's over. went back to school one day during lunch hour. saa, mensa, sports hall, and that poster at the tennis court.. wahaha. I MISS SCHOOL. :( oh why oh why must we grow up.

work was erm, siao. i dun wanna be boring by telling you guys what i did.
oright, till nez.. gooooooodnight.


fab.. you know you're in our hearts.. haha

my first three months..

was chatting with rayduin and he sent me pictures taken durign my first three months in Temasek junior college. it was a fun time. it really was...







this is why i miss TJ.....................

fake

sometimes i see people trying too hard to prove something about themselves. verbally trying to express who they are..and you begin to wonder, whats real and whats not.
judgment is everywhere..and u start to worry about first impressions.. body language.. decisions.
a very simple example.. and im sure everyone's been through this.. the question of 'where-to-eat' when you're in a group. no one wants to decide.. and when one brave and courageous soul finally makes a decision..the others complain. why?
was watching pink on oprah..talking about girls exploiting their sexuality. how its becoming more of a reflex to flash for the camera when someone asks you to, even when you get nothign out of it.
you've heard of act cute, act smart..they were actually talkign about acting stupid. girls actually try to be less clever so they don't intimidate guys. this starts at age 8. my goodness.. is that really true?? that'd be really pathetic.
but anywayz, i just feel being down-to-earth and true to yourself is always safe. you don't feel hollow, you don't feel fake. you no longer have to push someone down to feel a tinge of self worth. :D
but then again..issit that easy to know who you really are?

so cute

went to furong's bday celebration today. it got so heartwarming when his mom kissed him on the cheek like he's her everything..wow. you just know it's love. :D
u noe.. we were talking about 21st birthdays. it can get pretty lonely when you invite many many different groups of friends? but on the other hand.. u wanna celebrate this wonderful occasion with everyone you know.
so now, klang's having the headache on how to celebrate her 21st birthday. how where when?? lots of questions and planning. im so excited for her. hee..i always think birthdays are worth celebrating..~. haha.. well, maybe when you're like 50 plus it can get pretty dreadful? u noe.. old and sagging. haha
hmm.. talking bout BIRTHdays, i saw an actual chid birth on national geographic today. trust me.. its no pretty sight... well, it's AMAZING~ but definitely not beautiful. my goodness! they had a camera in her womb for us to see the contractions and all.. so we could see EVERYTHING. internally.. externally..
when i saw the crowning of the head, i almost fainted. and when the head was out, i thought the worst was over. omg.. the shoulders! i almost died. haa.. but when the whole process was over, u see the mom beaming, together with tears of joy. *sobs*
well, i think its crazy that tom cruise wants katie holmes to have a silent birth. all in the name of scientology. ??!?!?!?!?!

According to the tenets of Scientology, known as "Dianetics," words — even loving ones — spoken during birth and other painful times are recorded by the "reactive mind," or subconscious. Those memories, adherents feel, can eventually trigger problems for mother and child.

What the doctrine doesn't say is that laboring moms can't make some noise during delivery.

"We're not going for absolute silence," said self-professed "Scientology mom" Michelle Seward. "If a sound is made, that's OK."

After years studying the faith, established in 1950 by fiction writer L. Ron Hubbard, Seward went the silent route for the birth of her son, Sage, five years ago.

Seward drew up a birth plan and discussed her desire for a wordless delivery with her doctor.

In the hospital delivery room, she used hand signals to communicate with her husband and mother. A nurse tapped her on the shoulder to tell her it was time to push. When a complication arose after 30 hours of labor, the doctor whispered to Seward that she would need an epidural.

"I had a happy, calm baby," she said. "I know it's because of the way I delivered him."

huh?~?!?~!??~!?!?~

*CRY AH*

i feel like a kuku head man!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhh! i called cosmoprof last week telling them i would go down to register during the weekends.. they told me there were 6 vacancies left.
so i got the money ready.. got my forms ready..i decided to give them a call to reconfirm the application, and they told me that the intake in july have all been filled. CRY AH!!!!!!!!!! july leh! thats like 3 months away! now im just hoping for someone to withdraw from the course.
omg!!! i have no one else to blame but myself. this sucks! all plans ruined! nez intake would be in sept till early jan. i'd have to take part time already if thats the case, cause of school. but i cant register for cosmoprof now cause.. what if my school timetable clashes with it?!?!`
and if i cant take the make up course now.. i could've applied for the april intake for fashion marketing adn management. OMG!
do not think about it anymore..ahh! gotta find another solution.
met alvin to run errands today.. when he saw me.. he knew something was wrong. told him bout the cosmoprof thing..gave me a lecture and asked me to stop whining. then i told him that he's not being supportive and what i need now is for him to say some nice things? haha.. but oh well.. lesson learned.
i stil believe in 'all things happen for a reason'. guess im gonna work for the rest of my holz.. by then i'll have enough to pay for the make up course on my own! whoopee.. that'd be nice.
alvin's lying on the bed now.. snoring.. with legs wide open and his big monstrous ass facing me.. i feel like the luckiest girl in the world. *i love u*

fish and co

i can finally finish my fish and chips!! haha..met kelvin after work and we started talking bout the dangers of thailand. eeks. im a lil scared for mistress and also, for myself. ah!
anywayz, iz once told me that i am like a lab rat.. keep running and running and running. im beginning to feel its kinda true. i love to be occupied. haa.. hence, its not surprising that i look forward to work. wahaha.

mistress is leaving for thailand tmr. cant believe it! everyone..keep her in your prayers k! thailand is dangerous.

okie.. time to zzzz..
i miss everyone soooooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!

adam and eve

once again, whenever i introduce myself. i get the adam and eve joke. its weird..people just laugh when its not even that funny. haha.. breaking the ice i guess. anywayz.. first day of work was not as bad as i thought! haha..
colleagues were really fun. was supposed to go fishing with them after work.. but was raining heavily. haha.. heard many scandalous stories too. eeks! well, its just my first day..who knows.. things may turn disastrous after one week. haha.
clock in clock out clock in clock out.

lesson learnt: time crawls in an office.

work

i start work on monday. i cant believe it. many of my friends cant too. haa. its so unlike me. but guess i shld go experience it at least once. haha.. to see how much i LOVE or HATE office work! omg. haha..
im gonna miss how i look forward to the days to come to enjoy, relax and have fun. i noe im gonna dread it from now on.yucks. haha
so i guess from monday onwards.. you'll see less of me! :( im free from 530 onwards though! haha.. ask me out for dinner!
my friends kept telling me horror stories about how u'll feel when u're working..i noe im not a very office person anywayz, but well, no harm trying. haha..
my beloveds, wish me all the best in this life-less journey. cheeers!!! :D